– and nights trying to reclaim the missing years in every
swollen mouth and damp split of skin that stutters across
my vision my soiled patch of south texas bed sheet my ugly
sutured lip that still stings like the first time every time whenever
I taste something oiled and sharp like a catalogue of the terrible
things done to my body and I still believe resurrection can
be found in the feversweat of another stranger even
though the desperate buzz behind my eyes is a wasp’s nest of
divination and I can see the light spilling out of your
face like every holy word I wish I’d said and your
body is a soft thing forgotten and in my hands we come
to an agreement about each circuit around some distant
star that aches like dim legend when your skin is a fragile
egg I hold beneath my tongue to feel every fracture and
fissure and the delicate pulsation of fledgling wings when your
body is this egg and this tongue and this tectonic vibration and
I am singing now full-throated restitution for the years and
the days and the lives lived in reverse until I can see my way
toward the light falling upward in the staggering method
you have of breathing certainty into all this
confusion and we burn onward into the dawn and –
Natasha Burge is a Pushcart Prize and Sundress Best of the Net nominated writer from the Arabian Gulf region, where she is the writer-in-residence at the Qal’at al-Bahrain Museum. Her writing has appeared in Pithead Chapel, Tinderbox Poetry Journal, The Establishment, and The Smart Set, among others. More can be found at www.natashaburge.com