The sun was warm and terrible—
too strong for mid-March.
I basked in it anyway, enamored
with the way it hit your clavicle
and just below. Daffodils sprung
up around us—I did not mention
their prematurity, but plucked one
and tucked it gently in the lip
of your jeans with eager fingers.
You kissed me, lips hot and wet
as the air. I marveled at your mouth—
tongue unfurling like daffodils
under the too-warm sun. Drooling
home, my bottom lip dragged
through puddles on the sidewalk—
ice thawed from this quickly waning
winter. After our first night, you left
in the cool dawn to work a fundraiser
for melting ice caps. I’ll think of you
only—your text read. I spent the day
imagining your fingers counting
guilty money—thin and long
as early orchid stems—and wished
they were somewhere warmer.
I dreamt of sweating beneath you—
your hands turning my body
to water like a five-fingered sun.
Grace Celi (she/her) is a poet from Brooklyn, New York, currently pursuing a B.A. in Creative Writing at Franklin & Marshall College. Her recent work can be found or is forthcoming in Beyond Queer Words, Prairie Margins, and college literary magazines FEM&M and Epilogue. She is also a recipient of the 2021 Whitesell Prize for essay-writing.