For a time,
I forgot the skin of white pines,
chapped from Maine winters,
their sap seeping through the bark.
I forgot,
by loving the dogs of Guanaja
that barked from the docks
of stilt homes as I passed,
parting the water in a dinghy.
By loving snow
crowding a spit in Alaska,
the stones cased in salt-stippled ice
calling attention
to each of my footsteps.
By loving rain rising as steam
from hot tarmac in Trinidad.
Soca music and carnival
saturating the night.
From the ground
of this Arizonan desert
branches rise as the roots of the sky,
and I wonder now, what is the difference
between a hundred places and no place?
I imagine drifting through
the archipelago of Maine islands,
raked up by the migration of glaciers,
over the ribs of shoals
until a backbone of spruce
emerges through fog,
smelling of salt and smoke,
and calls come:
come learn how much
of one mile you can see,
settle here between old timbers,
arched with honeysuckle,
pin your clothes to a line
that will stretch from there to here,
and let your old skins sigh
and spread their weary fibers.
Originally from Maine, Nell Smith is a field biologist and writer currently based in Northern Arizona. Her poetry has most recently appeared or is forthcoming in Entropy, Hawk & Whippoorwill, Thin Air Magazine and Sky Island Journal.