Of all my inheritances my father’s appetite
pulls heaviest the translucent ache licks my joints sweet a mouth
without a mouth begging not for fullness but to be rid
of absence a man who praises water’s return to shore
transforms my leaving into his life’s end foretells a child
made sinew & weight made a season of burials have you watched
light-dappled foam grow molars & break over jagged stones
bruise-coloured teeth multiplying what it’s fed to keep eating we are born into an economy of desire & belly ancestral wants
to marrow our bones & furnish bodies with our blood’s thickest loss
what is permanence if not a fiction of mercy what is a name
to slice from the day’s golden hour if not a lighthouse
if I could eat my lonely if I could fluent my lonely
this slow heavy was both my mouth & its hollow I mean hunger hunger of a wave cannibalising itself to reach shore hunger
that folds inwards because what else will feed it
Natalie Wee has work published or forthcoming in BOAAT, The Adroit Journal, and Indiana Review, among others. She has received nominations for the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net Anthology.