SONG AGAINST MYSELF by Zachary Bond

In the greasy morning mirrors

I barely even acknowledge myself

And I can’t remember how to sing

Songs I used to know by heart

Surely what’s wrong with me is not

The same as what’s wrong with you

Surely I comprise a special case

When I pace the apartment I know

I’m practicing for future hauntings

But I am unable hear what I need to

And I can’t see that special tree

At the edge of that essential forest

That they’re proposing to bulldoze

Probably any morning now

We’ll wake up to the sound of saws

Yes I can almost already

Smell the sawdust rising

On the too-cool wind

Some midtown Hedgefund Asset

Manager probably paid to have

Blown in it isn’t very funny how

The people with all the money

Blow it on blow-outs on mirrored

Balloon dogs on space tourism

No not funny at all

How they have no idea

How to spend it yet also

Have no idea how not to

Spend it so they spend it

They buy massive acreage

Of scrub fields then flood them

With filtered water and seed

To construct a giant lawn

Men will Sunday mornings gather on

In their finest slacks and shiny

Loafers to feign athleticism

To pay the greens fees

To prove it


Zachary Bond holds degrees from Vassar College and UMass-Boston. He lives and writes in Somerville, MA.

Zachary’s previous piece: Fentanyl (Issue 54)

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